im scared. so very scared. so terribly scared im trembling.
and i cant breathe.
i start to pray,
fingers locked into each other as tight as possible
they melt into each other
i mumble and mumble and mumble
words soon run out and mouth's dry.

i hate to be helpless. so very helpless. so terribly helpless im shaking.
and i cant breathe.
i start to wonder
if my prayers are answered
i cry and cry and scream
that i love you so....