After All

After all by Luisa Sorbal. so sad yet so right.

im sorry for disappointing you. it's the very very last thing i want...

i remember i first hugged you into sleep and wonder how we got to hold hands so peacefully. hahaha

so it's the first time
- we watched jap cartoon together
- saw fireworks
- sunbathed on the deck
- we had lunsj on the little island
- we were spotted (and hopefully the last!)
- we tried darjeeling first flush
- i danced for you :P

i want to say goodbye to those dark nights but can i? i didnt mean to push you away... i simply didnt want to hurt you. could you just keep smiling for me? it sounds foolish no? i also simply want to tell you i feel so so so super lucky to have you.