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it seems awhile ago since the surprise paris trip. it's my best bday ever. 'does it feel like a birthday' you asked. dumbstruck i didnt know how a birthday should be. but yes it's more than just a birthday. i's loved by my colleagues and friends and you. :)

it's ur thoughts and efforts tht rili lift my spirits and make me glow. i miss pressing my head on ur arms or jus swinging strolling across the park. and telling u off when u put a long face for others. and dipping my knife into ur plate jus to steal a bit of sauce :P and ur strokes help me slp in peace. i knew i made the right decision that night across the table that u'll always be here to cheer me up and help me whenever needed. i promise to do the same.

on a side note it's really nice to see my beloved mini ME family and ex neighbor! omg i drank so much this wk really have to stop !!

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thanks for confirming my decision. i cant believe how i did that for so long.

and argh the bitch ll be back soon. im still cursing her and him!

another 365 days gone

a year passed in a blink. and life moves on. what have i achieved and what not. what have changed and what not. what have i become and what not.

everyone says i glow now. i look happier. i am.

it'll be a surprise anyhow. i haven't really celebrated birthday for the last 20yrs. the last 4 all ended up in tears.

thank you so much for everything and all the lil' promises. im ur lillie girl and dur er min perfekt mann.

x